Going crazy

I am going crazy... I feel like my nerves are buzzing...

I need someone to talk to... I can't get a hold of anyone... I suppose I could get Jeff to call me if I paged him... But he tends to live "inside the box", and I am so far out of the box, especially today...LOL...

I suppose it's hormones or something... I don't know...

I am tired of not having any friends that I really have things in common with!! I have a couple of friends here, but they are just "good 'ol redneck" type people who get along with most everyone... and I never see them anyway...

I think my "unpredicatability" baffles Jeff most of the time... He is not creative, and I think my creativness confuses him... Although that was one thing that attracted him at first...

I wish there was somewhere online where people really chatted, and not just telling everyone hello, and good bye, and trying to hit on everyone...

I could write some more of my story, but I need info from Hawk, plus no one is going to read it, so why bother?

I have the next three days off, and this is not a good time for it... I need something to keep me busy... guess I will micro-organize my house (again) just for something to do.... *sigh*